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  KISS THE GIRLS

  AND MAKE THEM DIE

  Charles W. Runyon

  a division of F+W Crime

  DEADLY

  GARDEN

  Four bodies—young, female, all buried on Dan Bollinger’s land. When the sheriff caught him in a room full of marijuana smoke, incoherent and stumbling, he figured he had his murderer. But did he?

  KISS THE GIRLS AND MAKE THEM DIE takes the reader on an electrifying journey of suspense, psychological mystery, and crackling danger. As beautiful psychiatrist Elizabeth Bodac plumbs the inner recesses of Dan Bollinger’s drug-numbed psyche, she is plunged into the jungle of passion, violence, and shattering horror that the human mind creates—and the lethal peril of a deranged murderer on the loose!

  Prologue

  Dan torched up at sundown, sitting in his forest cabin with his heels propped up on the hewn-oak table, gazing out between his bare toes at the gate-fold nude he’d torn out of a Swedish porn book. Erika was the name they’d printed across the top, but in his mind he called her Cindy Lou. Sorrel-red hair rippled down over her soap-white shoulders, blue-green veins shone through her translucent skin. She had her buttocks reared up and her black lace nightie pulled up to her armpits, and the smoky glitter in her green eyes told him she was ready if he was.

  Dan wore frayed denim shorts, no belt, a gray faded sweatshirt with the arms cut off at the shoulders. The face of Rama Krishna, drawn in meticulous detail with purple and red dye-markers, gazed almond-eyed and serene from his chest.

  He struck a paper match with a slanting sweep of his hand, held it to the bowl of a bulldog briar, and sucked in his bearded cheeks. The yellow-tipped flame dipped down and darkened the green flakes. Dan closed the matchbook and slid it over the bowl, pressed his lips together and pinched his nostrils shut with his thumb and forefinger.

  Ah … an explosion of pleasure rippled through his chest. The room seemed to flatten out, like a dog stretching itself in front of an open fire. There was beauty in each ceiling beam and joining of stone. Light drifted down from the frosted bulb; streamers of rose, purple, green and gold enwrapped him and swung him gently in a silken hammock. A satin ribbon curled up from the pipe, edged with purple and orange. He felt a warm dissolving gratitude for the earth which nourished the plant, and for the sunlight which gave it power—and then he felt no gratitude, for he was the earth, the sun, and the Power …

  Yet there was another presence inside his skull. He could feel it growing, saw it swell up behind the shifting veils. A huge, towering malevolence, a White Ape, a primeval savage lived beneath his civilized exterior. Born in blood and reared by violence, the Beast had grown to a monstrous size in the hotlands of Asia, then had come home to be teased and starved by the Citizens. Now it clawed silently at his belly, ripped open his guts and let his intestines spill out and slide in warm greasy coils around his feet …

  The room darkened, the pipe went cold in his hand. His ears soaked up sounds from the dusky twilight: cicadas chirred in the forest, frogs urrrrrked under his Japanese bridge, a fox barked down on the river: Ah-ah-ah-whooo-oo … whup! whupl whup!

  —Crunch of tires on gravel. His muscles jerked rigid, then went slack. Kids looking for a place to screw, he decided. Be my guests …

  The white ape stirred, and blinked his small flat eyes.

  Dan heard a metallic scree-thump! as the car bottomed out on shocks, then a tortured shriek as branches clawed at steel and glass. Some detennined souls had decided to brave the rigors of his gullied driveway. He decided to suspend judgment until he inspected whatever stray gash might be lurking around the fringes of the crowd. Always true … to youuuu … Cindy Louuuuuu. . . His eyes drifted to the green flakes scattered across the tabletop. Very lax security here, Bollinger. A sweep of his hand would return the criminal substance to his grained cowhide zippered pouch, but his nerve ends were numb, his muscles weighted with molasses-sweet lethargy.

  Car doors slammed, clump-clump … click! The sounds were evenly spaced, decisive. Dan lifted his feet off the table and dropped them heavily onto the floor.

  Scrape of shoe leather on concrete, heavy male voice: “Dan, you in there? Danny!”

  Talked like someone in a hurry. Dan lurched across the room and pushed open the screen door. The universe locked in stop-frame stasis as a blast of harsh white light rocked him back on his hips. He felt his right wrist seized from one side and his left wrist from another. He was yanked through the door, spun around, thrown face-front against the outside wall. Two circlets of cold steel clicked tight around his wrists.

  A dull, heavy voice said: “Read him his rights, Wendell.”

  One

  Dan felt a sick-sweet nausea bubbling in his stomach as the nasal voice sing-songed out of the darkness. No mistake, this was definitely it. The Bust—three years of peace and finally. His muscles trembled with a sudden desperate urge to flail out, but he knew he’d just tear up his wrists on the cuffs—and if he ran the erg-servers behind the light would be only too happy to load him up with an extra cargo of lead. He stood still and let his rage seep into his stomach, felt it congeal into a hard hot lump of fermenting hate.

  The big man stuck his arm inside the door and spoke with casual annoyance: “Where the hell’s your light switch, Bollinger?”

  “It’s on the goddam string, hanging down from the ceiling. You got a search warrant?”

  “Yeah, I got a search warrant.” Boots clumped on the shaved-oak floor. Light filled the room, and Dan saw his tobacco pouch open on the table, its cornucopia of green gold spilled. Beside it lay two peyote butts which had shriveled and turned yellow. (The last from Our Lady of Laredo. When had he eaten them? Sometime in the forenoon of this Eternity.) He felt the power of the peyote sizzling through his veins, crackling off his fingertips.

  The Man pinched up a few flakes of weed and held them under his blunt nose. “What’s this?”

  “It’s a medicinal plant. I take it for my nerves.”

  The sheriff turned and gazed silently at Dan. His sandy red hair was cropped short and combed flat across his round skull. His pearl-gray eyes were set in crescent folds of flesh. Dan remembered a whale he’d seen on the tube, tons of blubber sliding past, the quick shocking wink of an alien mind, then more tons of blubber. The sheriff was like that—intelligence trapped in a brute’s body. He wasn’t more than an inch taller than Dan, but his chest was as thick as a fifty-gallon drum. A wide belt of tooled leather circled his narrow hips, the gabardine pants fell in a straight crease and broke four inches above his polished boots.

  He zipped up the pouch and tossed it across the room. “Tag it and seal it, Wendell.” He picked up a peyote butt and sniffed. “What’s this?”

  “Cactus.”

  The sheriff grunted and pulled out a chair. “Siddown. Let’s talk.”

  Dan slumped onto a stool and let his manacled hands hang behind him, gazing across the table at the sheriff. This is my house, you redneck cocksucker, who the hell are you to invite me to sit down in my own chair? He visualized the sheriff pinned in his car with the steering column through his guts. He smiled.

  The sheriff eyed him with his whale’s eye. “You ever been arrested before?”

  “Check with Interpol, why don’t cha?”

  The second deputy—Dan saw him for the first time, gliding swiftly out of the shadow. He had a nose like a tomahawk, rooted above the dark line of his eyebrows. Comb marks divided his coarse blue-black hair into narrow ribbons arching straight back over his long skull. He was part Indian, Dan could tell by the cheekbones which pushed his eyes up into a tight squint at the corners. The eyeballs were like ripe elderberries, quick, darting, hungry. Dan thought of a pred
ator caught in the flash of a hidden camera at some jungle waterhole.

  He didn’t remember getting up, but now he stood with the stool between himself and the deputy. The man carried a long riot stick, a twenty-eight incher like the MPs used, and was turning it in his right hand so that it squeaked inside his tight black leather glove.

  They had him bracketed, the sheriff on his right, the tall thin deputy on his left, hatchet-head in front. Dan wondered if the beating would come now, or …

  It was to be later. The sheriff flipped his hand and said: “Okay, Colley, Wendell. Search the premises.”

  The deputies moved away. Dan dropped onto his stool, stretched out his legs, and yawned.

  A fly buzzed at the window above the sink. Beat your brains out, fool. It’s only an illusion. Dan reached out and ran his finger over the marks his froh had made in the oak slab of the tabletop. He’d stained the darkwood, then hand-rubbed it with pumice to bring the grain up to a beige-satin finish.

  “Wagga slimspahoot unglit?”

  Dan leaned forward and watched the sheriff’s lips move. He saw the tongue, sliced and smothered in button mushrooms. I’m ripped, all right. The man’s face seemed molded in wax. The blond moustache was like the fake ones they put on department store dummies. But the whale’s eyes were real, they looked out with amused contempt.

  “Frishup? Ella-wanna got?” Questions, like lumps of cold clay, plonked his skull. The meanings kept wriggling away, burrowing into the back of his brain. Where am I? What’s going on here? Dan saw the gun sticking out of the sheriff’s belt clip and remembered: The bust is still on. Shit … how long?

  From the corner of his eyes Dan watched the two deputies mooching around, taking stuff out of drawers, tearing open boxes, sniffing, snorting, muttering. The tall one, Wendell, was kind of a vacuous friendly kid. Dan figured he couldn’t be more than eighteen, a little on the bony side, but cute. He had sheep’s eyes, he would die at an early age. The black-eyed one, Colley, was a man only a mother could love dearly, one you could trust at your side only if the job was mean and dirty and cruel …

  The tall deputy ran up the short flight of steps from the living room carrying the little pot-bellied ceramic Buddha he’d used as an incense burner. “You oughta see that thing he worships on the wall.”

  The words struck Dan as funny. Laughter swelled up in his throat and choked him. He opened his mouth to relieve the pressine: Uh-huh-huh-huh—! The sheriff stared at him. “What’s funny?”

  Dan tried to remember what was funny and couldn’t. A lumpy terror pervaded his flesh. The skin on his arms crawled, he saw it rippling like water, cool, but underneath burning. The Man-Mountain began shaking the pouch and asking him something. Yes, Dan nodded. The pouch is mine, yes. But that wasn’t what the sheriff wanted. Dan leaned closer, straining to catch the words which slipped out of the sheriff’s mouth like little silver fish. If he could catch just one he could examine it, and the gubble-bubble would start making sense …

  “… Any more of this stuff around?”

  “Have I got—?”

  “Any more of this … medicinal plant?”

  Relief flooded in. “Oh sure. Down behind the dam. You wanta see it?”

  His eyesight had never been so spectacular. The stars fell out of the sky and broke like icicles. He couldn’t feel his feet touch the ground, yet he was moving. A cool wind blew up the ravine, the moon was haloed. The stone arch of the bridge glowed with its own light, shapes flickered at the edge of his vision. He turned once, sure he was being followed. But it was only the two deputies. He was amazed to see lights in his little cabin, the sheriff hulking over the table …

  He heard a voice call out from the forest: “Dan, can you come over here a minute?”

  He whirled toward the sound, saw an apparition with a bald skull, empty sockets for eyes. A plaid shirt hung open around the chest, but only clay filled the curving white cage of the ribs.

  Something stabbed his back. “Don’t try to run.”

  Better watch that shit, he thought. These Citizens are young and spooky, they think I’ve got a gang hidden out here in the woods. Damn, wish I had. Machine guns rat-a-tat-tat, the two deputies falling, Ugh! Ugh! himself running free with the wind in his face. They’re just waiting for me to reach the middle of the bridge, he thought, then they’ll shoot. When he reached the top of the arch he thought: They’ll wait until I get down below the dam, then they’ll shoot.

  He paused to look down at the water. The moon bounced out from behind a cloud and spread itself on the surface of the pond, broke apart into dozens of dancing silver fish. He wanted to dive in and swim away …

  But his two friends wanted to view his crop. Except that for the moment they weren’t friends, they were involved in a wierd morality play in which a man can be thrown in jail because of chemicals secreted by certain plants. Very astute reasoning, Dr. Bollinger. He seemed to be addressing the annual pot-growers seminar meeting in the Congressional Ballroom …

  Dry moss crunched beneath his bare feet as he walked across a slab of exposed sandstone. It made him think of frost in the churchyard on Sunday morning, walking in patent-leather shoes with Debra on one side, his mother on the other. The odor of ancient varnish bit his nostrils, a woody-musty smell rose from the hymn book in his hands. This world is not my hooooommmme, I’m just a-travelin’ thruuuuuu. . . Debra’s voice was a crystal chime, but when Dan opened his mouth everybody turned to look at him with boiled crab’s eyes …

  “What the fuck you got all these rocks here for?”

  Wendell had blundered into his Zen garden. Porous quartzite rocks caught the moonlight and broke it into granules. Humps of moss-grown granite lay like beached sea lions. The sand raked around them was meant to simulate ocean waves around the continent—why bother to tell them that? The dark lines in the sand began to ripple, like snakes crawling …

  He walked on, the breeze felt like spider webs stuck on his face. His eyes watered; he had a terrible awareness of the flesh clinging to his bones, of each joining of cartilage, muscle, and tissue …

  Well, here we are. He stopped and would have waved his hand if it hadn’t been for the cuffs. The irrigation system was a ditch extending out beyond the spillway; he could dam the flow with a board and make it spill over the bank and flood the terraces. The Incas grew potatoes that way, he thought of telling them that, but they wouldn’t understand. Is that stuff ready to smoke? That was their level. Oh sure—stroking the waist-high head of a plant “You can get off on the leaves. Don’t bother with the male plants. Take the ones with the narrow leaves … here. You guys aren’t gonna pull these up, are you?”

  “Whatever the sheriff says.”

  “Why don’t you turn him on?”

  “Shit.” The dark-eyed one whirled away, swinging his beam. “Where’s the rest of your crop, Bollinger? C’mon, let’s not stand out here in the dark all fucking night”

  Dan took them down to where his major crop grew on an alluvial prairie located in a wide bend in the creek. He showed them a patch growing in leaf mulch, more in an old stump.

  “You’re real scientific,” said Wendell, and Dan knew Wendell was getting a contact high off the leaves. Dan was picking it up himself; he started telling them how you soaked your seeds and grew ‘em in pots until the frost-danger was past. Then you brought them out in the sun. Used to be local weed was pure crap, he told them, but now they were turning out super-dynamite tops at all the colleges; they had experts in agronomy using the latest techniques. He began boasting about all the scientific advances they’d made, how you could spread hash oil on a sheet of blotting paper, and put enough in one letter to keep you spaced for a year, and there were Thai-sticks made up like the ribs of paper parasols, and knuckles of hashish packed in candy wrappers, a whole fucking culture balanced on the point of one little pinheaded law …

  Going back he stopped beside the stone lantern at the foot of the bridge and looked up at Orion spread out across the sky; he heard the
shrill chirr of cicadas and smelled the dank pungency rising from the scummy waters of the pond. He felt sadness clutch at his throat, certain that he would never see it again. The forest was a deep absorbent blackness, alive with writhing shapes and bumping forms. It was all here, the residue of a thousand spaced-out nights spent with the creatures of his mind, ghosts of the past and shades of dead companions, dryads and trolls and the weird sisters of germanic folklore. They gathered at the edge of the forest to watch him depart. A cloud came down in the shape of a dark hand, the moon disappeared, and a fetid dankness rose in the air …

  The cold flashlight jabbed his back.

  “C’mon. Let’s get outa here.”

  Dan heard the fear in his voice and wondered if Colley had seen what he had seen, the figure of a woman standing at the top of the bridge, her eyes fixed and a terrible slash across her throat. The blood leaked down across her breasts and matted the rippling sorrel hair which framed the face, the white face of Christina …

  He slipped out of time. It could have been a minute, two minutes before he identified the fantasy he was in. He was dressed in black and taking Debra to be burned. She walked ahead in the lantern light dressed in Mama’s white satin slip, with a blue scarf knotted around her waist. The sacrificial altar was the stump of a silver maple, three feet wide and sawed off flat as a table.

  More chains! More chains! A thousand pounds of iron hung from his shoulders. The Beast sighed, and waited.

  When he entered the cabin, Dan saw the sheriff sitting at the table looking at the Polaroid nudes he’d taken of Christina. You nosy bastard. The sheriff stood up and stuffed the photos in an envelope. Dan saw the bulge of his groin and thought, What the hell, he’s human. But that didn’t help, because the bust was still on, and the sheriff said:

  “Okay, let’s go.”

  Go … go … GO! The word reached through and tapped the Beast on the shoulder. They had him triangulated again, Hatchet-face on the right about four feet away; the sheriff in front; Wendell off to the left. Dan watched the program click through the computer: Colley first, then the sheriff. You can leave Wendell until the last.